codeword: mushroom inevitable ;

it bothers me to know that some people actually,choose to be stuck within the same perimeter of life cycle that they were in a year ago.i am definitely not referring to personality.otherwise, it would be a plus point, if you can keep your traits constant while aging.that way, you'll only feel that your sagging skin,being dragged on the floor, yet inside, you're fit as a fiddle. what i'm specifically touching on, is that, it struck me at times; how can humans prefer to be in one place/status/country,etc,when there's a whole world to explore?the satisfaction of knowing that you can be goddamn good at not only one skill is definitely fulfilling.and,how can a human be so sure that they're already so successful in one forte when there's a gazillion of people out there who is just as good or better?

yes, i am pointing my finger and praying to god, that hopefully, these people, fall out of their "status hype" due
to pure confusion of fame; resulting in being slaves to it instead of being in the spotlight because of what
they can do(to think about it again,what talent?!).

it occurred to me earlier today and i grinned from ear to ear when i saw sights of it.as i have predicted, their level
of progress is nil.unbelievable that they're still thinking they're all that jazz. may god save you.and thank you for making
my world a better place for, you have opened my eyes through your selfish needs in which makes me more grounded.

shame on you.

now, may i save your time from me randomly typing an unecessary,short sypnosis of my emotional blunders?

thank you.

anyhoos..

i thought that,reading updates from Jason Mraz's blog would keep me rather inspired to write, but i was wronged.we're
Cancers, so pretty much, we, at times, do think alike. then again, i can never agree more with him about his entry, which
emphasizes on self-love. in my opinion, that is how love will be brought around in the world, eventually. everybody
offering strengths, sharing flaws and laughing to the mistakes they have done, be it intentionally or on purpose.

for now, i would prefer to participate in
false-hope rather than wasting my brainspace thinking of all the bullshit that's going on in our already deteriorating
world.

i would pay Jason Mraz to be my psychiatrist and make me happy. even if he just wants to have a session through
email, i would be more than glad to know the secret to his composure.

dear bob-haired girl, i am flattered that you can't keep your eyes off me or maybe -- apologies for my bad observation --
due to your bad eye-sight,you may subconsciously,on occasions,roll your eyes in agitation to the pain. wouldn't want to
have another dysfunctional body part now, dont't we? so, go catch your mouth before it runs,because trust me,
it will run dry,if it happens again because, i swear to god that i will fuck your boyfriend stupid.

good morning, night cats.

PS: jealousy is a bad,bad thing. i've learnt to control it once i've found an unlikely substitute to vent it on.next thing
on my mind, RESERVIST SUCKS BIG TIME!thank you for putting my loved one and a few of others, in a hazardous environment, you know who.