unaffected,beware ?

a rather puzzling title, i suppose?hmm. haha.

i am rather surprised with myself. i am very patient(at work), care free and very well, jealous tolerant nowadays.immune is a strong word, if i was to apply it to myself. ignorant on the other hand is, denial.

weird. see, i don't usually come across any difficulty of putting my feelings into words,but this specific one is, non-descriptive. its not hurt. neither is it, anger. maybe its just taking enough time to take a toll on me, so that i'll bring it up later in the years. oh fuck you, unexplainable feeling.

moving on. you'll have to excuse my vulgarities earlier. i won't say sorry,because, coming from me.. you'll know that there's going to be more.

have you read the Home section of The Straits Time, today? it reads something like, "Singapore's door is open to foreigners". more and more these days, we keep on getting to hear that, don't we? little significance of singapore citizens are seen in the papers. maybe, there's not even a Singapore anymore. maybe, all these are to make up for time in order to confirm our disappearance as once, a united, valued and richly cultured country?

look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself this question, is migrating to another country, a no. 1 option for you right now? if yes, you are definitely throwing in the towel. why give in just, now?if we're fighting, we're not fighting for our forefathers that has helped us in granting our freedom(we should thank them and carry our flag) and neither is it, for a sudden rage of terrorism or utter hatred. it is for the better of everyone living in this country, coming together as one and making each others lives much more comfortable when there is already too much craziness going on, in our neighboring countries and all across the globe.

I am not giving up, just yet. not until i get what i want. recession shall not be touched upon prior to this topic, because it is not our fault.

sigh. there's so much that i can say when silence is working hard, building a wall for me. my crumbling hero.

ps : Avenged Sevenfold and other angry mob songs, do me wonders. *smiles*