hello.my name is Shyda.i am a skeptic pessimistic and my friends call me, deceiving.

now.first of all,neither can i be concerned with the numerous mistakes in the spellings,the very original ideas,limited contents nor,the bad command of English.

to think about it again,with the good manners being inculcated in me,i would rather ignore the bad issues that will irritate my life.just like how the musician,Mika would.i wouldn't say or do anything,until the long awaited,karma,arrives,to disinfect the diabolically evil spirit from the particular possessed person who would do/say such a thing.

IF it was to occur to me,yes,i would do just that =).

on Earth,a term human nature is developed and surprisingly,some idiotic people still choose to be blind by purpose and be misled by it.

well,good for you,that you've got your heart-wrenching misfortune,published.you should be celebrating.i am definitely sure with that done,you are one of the most grateful human being on planet Earth.not only did you thank the person who has personally decided to take you under his wing sincerely,without second-guessing your capability,you have also given credits to him by using the bio writeup he wrote for you on your site now,in order to remember him.good job.you deserve a big pat on your shoulder.must i add that,your writing sense is one of a kind.in a jiffy,you would come up with your own creative,intricate lyrics without no grammatical errors for songs without any aid from your paranoid,selfish mentor.you were the flaming torch of hope,when things were about to come to an abrupt halt.you didn't give up,because your passion for making free music that'll make a difference in the world is intense and you know you have got nothing else to fall back on.hence,you sacrificed your loyalty to serve the country and be present for every recording session.you needed to be in full concentration and disciplined,so,girls and clubs are a strict no-no for you.in conclusion,to get yourself heard and making a little difference in this crazy world with your music,is your goal.a humble person indeed,you never once had the intention to pursue music as your career just for the fame,money,revenge or the temptation to bed different girls.




being scalded by hot boiling water twice earlier today,is better than rounding up lies while you sin yourself and the people around you.do not even consider this entry,to support all of your falls,so that in the later years,it wouldn't be that tragic nor fatal.

past occurrences may have left me skeptic in life but there is still unexplainable faith in me to believe in good things and the presence of Allah which is nothing near broken or gone(in note to that,i admit once again that i am not religious and an individual need not explain why to believe so). i have loved love,wholeheartedly and have yet to embrace more crucifixion of reality, against my plans.heck,i have even made breakfast for my family this morning and i am proud of it.

tell me,what have YOU done selflessly so far for the people who unconditionally loves you?

i know i just did.