up against myself;

i hate it when i come up with some smartass quotes to someone else's problem then it happens to me,and i cant do the same thing.the past is the past.pfft.i cant help it eating me up my heart like an ugly acidic ogre.eating my heart up and making it dissappear into thin air before my eyes.

here i am browsing through god knows what; love comments on myspace,plastering beautiful pictures of her when he misses her on her page,on a boring saturday evening.i think im going crazy thinking about everything mushy.

one can never get enough love.because enough means that its the end and the same old cycle.

sigh.

i guess i didnt prepare myself for what i was about to ask him.how could anyone?

hah.

looks like Daniel Merriweather and Kevin Michael is my perfect choice for 2008.they're on their way.

and i have good ears.

P/S: if anyone is reading this,come down to the earshot cafe on the 23rd of this month to catch me,Olielove,my bf,Razil(duh!thanks to him i got this spot.) and Raihani.i'm confident that its the best yet eversince..umm..well,lets not namedrop. =)

much love,
Shyda.