the year of the Rat ;

first of all,i would like to start off by wishing everyone a Happy New Year. =)

the moments of being drunkfucked, dancing despite your discomfort of soaked,squishy pits and anticipation over bonuses are long gone.here comes stress and bills.again.well,i assume people being born in 84 are elated like fcuk because this will be their year.trust me,i know 1.if miracles would happen,it'll be only in a different time frame on earth.

over the past year,i have fell on my face,hard,being spat at,literally and was in a state of delirium.last night,my dad actually played back all the old videos of me when i was younger,fooling around and seeking cheap thrills.i loved heights.well,still do, =).i would be making these silly faces to the camera,dancing,pranking my mum that i spilled my drink,all those,despite the fact that my father was a very super duper strict individual.it hit me that i was able to appear so lucid back then.you could really see it in my face you know; an extremely stubborn child with a heart of gold(ehem) but a sly,deceiving mind.i guess that's ample enough to explain why i am an extremist.sigh..those moments of innocence.

but there's 1 thing that stays the same from then till now,my free spirit.the will to do anything at no one's expectations or limits.caring about what other people say,eats up too much of yourself.i finally found peace within me.

a random fact.do you know that your ears have zits too?i'll feel better if most of you had no idea.and yes,i just found that out yesterday.agonizing.errrgh.

anyways,it is amazing how these past few days,my mind have been rejuvenated by stories associated with Islam.i admit,i don't practice anything near to it after the age of 5.but my constant question of, "does Christianity and Islam have connections?",were partly answered.

so,for the year,2008,i would like to discover the beauty of Islam,go to school,get a diploma in Mass Comm and continue sharing my mind with the world.

au revoir, 2007.