filthy satisfaction;

sex,to rapists,paedophiles and etc etc,are nothing but the importance of their deprived human organs to be satisfied in the most selfish,scariest and quickest way possible.well,for pornstars,the pros and gigolos,fucking is a job.where i question myself sometimes,if they do it everyday on a set,doesnt sex loses its exquisiteness when they're doing it with their spouses?because,they already know all the tricks and its nothing new to them?then,we have the stable couple (which of course all of us would love to be) is generally known,that they are suppose to have sex in the most sensually,emotionally rejuvenating,dreamy you-run-and-i-catch-you,fabricated kind of way.true enough that,maybe,for some couple,the heart still flutters when they're fooling around,then having slow,sexy sex and waking up in the morning next to each other,smiling.but then again,i'm sure i dont need to remind you that there are also couples who are more on the wild side (roleplays,bondage and etc).those kinds will just crave sex and without fooling around,will just bang each other crazy and it'll be over too soon without them knowing who came and who didnt.

odd 1 out.dreamy sex,will at least,lasts 4 to 5 months of your relationship(yes,honeymoon period).and it is VERY unlikely to last for a lifetime.well,if you've been dating that someone and is still having that kind of sex,loving and wild at the same time,you're a lucky bitch =).and you sure damn hell should think fucking well if you want to fall out of the relationship.because if you want something more,the "something more in your sex life" will only hurt you emotionally,(but physically satisfying.then again,its more painful if you die,suffering from low self esteem and depression than lacking from sex) in the long term if ONLY you are a,female.let's just say,ladies,would love an equivalent balance in the lovey dovey meter and the fuck-me-hard hardcore meter.remind yourselves,lustful men,that we,your object of desires,are still soft creatures.

there's no title to compete for in the "world's best fucker" competition.your focus is yourself and your beau when you're in bed with her.you guys are still having a relationship.so,the mutual respect for each other's needs and understanding should still be present.and may i add,that porn can be a source of education and an aiding stimulator element for couples,but most usually it goes out of hand that it creates a whole phase of expectation of how sex for you men should be.moderation is the way to go.

if you want a woman who can give you a hell of a mindblowing hand or blow job,its easy.just approach any pros or your usual "easy kinda girls" targets.but notice how long they can be there to satisfy your needs.

well,the world's fair to you too.if you say we're fickle for freedom and relationship all at the same time,well,you can't have the best of both worlds either,between a lover or a whore.

so,as i end this entry..my brainspace has been emptied and my heart is at ease from lament.
i shall sleep smiling.

da`.