lonely hours;
this is random but i always have this fear of bullets going through my front door,after i shut it.and as swift as i can,i'll try to lock my door in the fastest time possible.i'm that timid.hah.but hey,think about it.what are the possibilities?and i always say to my boyfriend that thinks too much.pfft.

well,anyways.i found myself to be at ease when i was at a close friend's house earlier today.i find it amazing that 2 people from different family backgrounds can bond that well.the bit where they were fooling around like kids,fake-biting each other like real,blood sisters,just made me feel overwhelmed with emotions.or probably just lonely.she doesnt knows it,but she has a heart of gold.and i'm inspired by that.the exact specimen of my mind,but just much more free-spirited and full of heart.i sigh,nod to myself,smiling. =)

one more thing,50 cent?can you bloody stop trying hard to move like Justin in 'Ayo Technology?'goodness!
love the song though.

hah.