immersed;
i want a charming,mysterious vampire to bite me with enough sexual desire to last all my life,then own a nice house that comes along with a breathless lawn.to sleep during the day,to not work and be awake all night just tranced in high-end,valued wine then playing chase with him,butt-naked in the middle of the night while every single mortal is fast asleep which ends in a passionate session of fooling around.own this whole thing ,just to know that when my body starts to function as a normal being and dying resources of his venom in my blood,that im still forever loved and wanted when i come to caress my immortal's face in my hand with unfathomable tears in my eyes.

i would love to grant myself and everyone that wish.with immortals,forever is a forever for this life,now and the afterlife.

a minute in a moment of child-like,witnessed,when my dad looked over at the boy with the chopper bicycle and smiled in a way that he wishes he could still do that but having the word,"responsibilities",strong enough for me to sense from the back of his mind.it is still lingering.

thats enough to suggest why her small girl is still taking her own time to grow up.

in reality,i come to realise that Capricorns are a good laugh and make great friends.whereas Scorpios are rather charming in an enlightening and a smart,teasing way.have been surrounding myself with them.

i have a friend whom i strongly want to burn his body upon his death and a friend whom wants to burn my body upon my death for giving endless praises to her crush.haha.

look at me smiling with a calm,free fluttering heart while the sun shine brushes against my bare skin,eyes closed.i'll keep still just to make this look perfect for a potrait,that's soon to be hanged upon my wall.