curse of growin older;
all the responsibilities.all the hectic hours of working to obtain money.all the insecurities within,due to the horrifying conclusions from comparisons of other beings.understanding how it is to feel pain,betrayed,humiliated and heartbroken.

these are some of the negative pointers of growing into an adult.

then again,of course,there are positive pointers to becoming an adult too ya.knowledge,money,sex and freedom,just to name a few.

but one thing remains.love.love from family.love from boyfriend/girlfriend.love from friends.love from new friends.love from colleagues,etc. etc.

i,on the other hand,despite all the explanation,still wish to remain as a little girl.just being surrounded by nothing but love.away from the evils that reality can bring me.picture myself still being carried by my dad,on his back.always feeling secure.

loneliness lead me to imagination.and,imagination,taught me to write.

i wanna be his little girl for a change other than my dad's.